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Page one [ritsuke]
I'm KohEnYan and my initials spell KEY. People sometimes call me onion and I do tend to respond. But thats only because onion sounds like enyan or I'm just playing along. This blog has a purpose as the first post states. I'm typing out what I think of boys but boy do I hope they never find this blog!
Page two [codenames]
boy[one] = aye
boy[two] = bidi
boy[three] = nna
Page three [miscellaneous]
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Yea. I have a problem. The problem is, I don't know what I want. Now, I always want to watch drama, read manga etcetc. but what is it that I really want? What do I gain from all that? Nice feelings? A good story? Also, I keep saying I want this and that event to happen with this and that boy but what do I really want? A boyfriend? Marriage kids? O.o I mean, it just doesn't seem like WHAT I WANT. So my life is a fleeting moment, meant to be spent for God. I agree on that. And all those other wants I have are side stuff. OKAYY... So, am I gonna come to the same conclusion as all the dramas I've watched so far? O.o they always say what, the small things that happen in life makes us happy. Am I really happy? Yea sometimes bidi does stuff and I go like, if he just did something like that to make me feel that way everyday my life would be set. But if that really happens I would want more wouldn't I? I wouldn't be satisfied with just that would I? Maybe now I think i will but most likely? No. HAHH. And just cos I go to sch and think to myself yay today I'll be able to see nna doesn't mean that when I see him, I really go happy. Sometimes I go sad cos nothing happened between us at all I simply saw him. Then I sing the "I wanna see you" song to myself and feel happy again. Yes I'm digressing I know but seriously... WHAT DO I WANT? simple as that. I want chocolates I want sweets I want Xingyi and I wanna watch kpop concerts. well actually, not really. LOL. SIGH. be content with the small things in life for now then. Got no other answer. And most importantly, don't forget to worship the lord with all your soul and all your heart and all your might and all your will and all your strength okay i think u get my point. haha.