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Page one [ritsuke]
I'm KohEnYan and my initials spell KEY. People sometimes call me onion and I do tend to respond. But thats only because onion sounds like enyan or I'm just playing along. This blog has a purpose as the first post states. I'm typing out what I think of boys but boy do I hope they never find this blog!
Page two [codenames]
boy[one] = aye
boy[two] = bidi
boy[three] = nna
Page three [miscellaneous]
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I'm uuuuber guilty. I rarely remember to say my grace, I pray like once in a blue moon (not really but like once a week maybe?), I fantasize while other people are praying, I don't really listen during devotion, I don't listen to church messages, I sleep through my own father's preaching and sing songs of praise without really bothering about the lyrics. That really bothers me. Like I don't love God enough. Yea its true. I don't really know how to love. Or at least, I think I don't. Especially since i keep falling for a number of guys at one go. Can't even tell who I really like =.= i guess its nna for now. day in day out think of nna. day in day out think of stuff that could happen but never happen. sigh. Oh another thing that bothers me... All those worship songs we sing... they all have romantic tunes and stuff so I feel as if without their lyrics, they could be any kind of song. I try hard to take note of the lyrics now a days, hoping to mean what I say... In choir they always tell us to put our hearts into the song and stuff but it was always hard. and when we really did it, it was simply cos we really felt that way while singing. Its like, I'm a bad actress or something. I can't seem to feel something I don't feel and even when I do the feeling is so short, so small, so... NEGLIGIBLE. yea i just came back from a physics paper with all the "assume air resistance to be negligible" but i still cant spell negligible right. had to rely on the computer's bnf for that. or... maybe the spell check isnt bnf. whatever. okay so I've listed a total of three problems here. two are totally not supposed to be in this post but its all right. I have to come up with counter measures to my unGodlyness. GAH.